Blaine Anderson
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Post by Blaine Anderson on Feb 3, 2013 23:59:40 GMT -5
"I missed you, too," Blaine whispered, tucking himself against Kurt, relishing the tiny kiss to his head. He pulled the blanket up over their knees and tucked it around them. He wasn't sure what to expect now. What Kurt might want to talk about, how the conversation would go, where it could lead. Right then, he just wanted to be warm and safe with him.
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Kurt Hummel
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Post by Kurt Hummel on Feb 4, 2013 0:02:57 GMT -5
"I...I think we need to talk," Kurt said quietly, "And I know you don't want to, but I think it's important. I need you to know that I'm not angry, not at you, any way."
Kurt was angry at whoever this alpha was and he was angry at himself for not remembering Blaine's heat, but he wasn't angry at Blaine, couldn't be anymore.
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Post by Blaine Anderson on Feb 4, 2013 0:06:14 GMT -5
"Okay," Blaine said softly, nodding. "What... Where do we start?" he asked, one hand messing with a loose thread in the blanket while the other still held tight to Kurt's hand.
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Post by Kurt Hummel on Feb 4, 2013 0:08:09 GMT -5
Kurt sighed, "I...I think we need to talk about that first night, why you went over there. I know you said you went to talk, to watch movies or whatever, but who is this guy? Why did you go to his place so easily?"
He stroked his thumb along Blaine's knuckles tenderly, squeezing his hand.
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Post by Blaine Anderson on Feb 4, 2013 0:12:04 GMT -5
Blaine swallowed, his stomach clenching nervously. This was the part that was his fault. "I met him on Facebook," he said, staring down at his lap, thankful that Kurt was holding his hand. "We just chatted and stuff online, but... I guess he was a little flirty with me," he admitted. "I just thought he was teasing. We... We talked about you some."
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Post by Kurt Hummel on Feb 4, 2013 0:13:40 GMT -5
Kurt listened intently, though he frowned when Blaine said he met this other guy on Facebook, "That's... that doesn't seem safe," Kurt said quietly, but listened to the rest of what Blaine had to say.
"You talked about me?" Kurt asked, a little surprised, "What about?"
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Post by Blaine Anderson on Feb 4, 2013 0:15:59 GMT -5
"ah-I..." Blaine bit his lip, for a second, and then pressed on. "That I missed you. And that you were busy and happy and starting a life... without me." He shrugged slightly, hoping Kurt wouldn't be upset that he'd talked about him to a stranger.
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Post by Kurt Hummel on Feb 4, 2013 0:18:36 GMT -5
Kurt looked down, upset for a moment, with himself for making Blaine believe that, "Okay," Kurt said, softly, "Did.. did this guy have anything to say about that?"
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Post by Blaine Anderson on Feb 4, 2013 0:24:28 GMT -5
Blaine shrugged again, just one shoulder this time. "I guess? I mean, he'd try to cheer me up, told me... Told me I deserved better, but I..." I don't want better. I want you. Blaine shook his head. "I'm sorry. It was stupid and it wasn't safe and I never should have gone."
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Post by Kurt Hummel on Feb 4, 2013 0:27:35 GMT -5
"Do... do you think you deserve better?" Kurt asked, feeling nauseous. He suddenly felt like an awful boyfriend, even though in his heart he knew he wasn't, not really, he was just caught up in other things.
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Post by Blaine Anderson on Feb 4, 2013 0:33:18 GMT -5
"I... if better means not you..." Blaine said, reaching up to cup Kurt's face gently. He shook his head. "If better means not you, then I don't want it. Maybe he got me thinking about it, but mostly I just... I worried that you deserved better than me. That I was complaining and being clingy, and I didn't want to be that kind of boyfriend, but I felt like I was losing you more every day."
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Post by Kurt Hummel on Feb 4, 2013 0:35:44 GMT -5
Kurt blinked away a few tears, "I'm so sorry I made you feel that way, and I wish I had realized it sooner, I just got so caught up in... in everything that I took you for granted and I'm so, so sorry for that," Kurt said, his voice quiet, regretful.
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Post by Blaine Anderson on Feb 4, 2013 0:42:05 GMT -5
Blaine leaned his head against Kurt. "You didn't answer the phone," he said quietly.
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Post by Kurt Hummel on Feb 4, 2013 0:43:26 GMT -5
"I...when?" he asked, "That night?"
He felt his stomach drop at the thought of ignoring Blaine's call when he needed him the most.
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Post by Blaine Anderson on Feb 4, 2013 0:51:41 GMT -5
"Before I went. He invited me over, and I tried to call you, but..." He bit his lips together. This was going to sound so accusatory, like it was Kurt's fault he went, but it wasn't. He was just trying to explain. "It rang a few times and then went to voice mail. But... It didn't ring enough times." It wasn't just that Kurt didn't answer, that he couldn't reach the phone, or it was off, or the battery was dead. He had to have looked at the phone, saw who it was, and determined it wasn't worth his time, that Blaine wasn't worth the time, and hit ignore.
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