Kurt Hummel
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Post by Kurt Hummel on Feb 4, 2013 0:55:34 GMT -5
Kurt was quiet. Oh god, he'd ignored Blaine's call for something stupid, something unimportant, he knew it, he couldn't remember what exactly, but that just showed how truly irrelevant whatever it was had been.
"I was awful to you," Kurt said softly, voice cracking, "God, why do you even still want to be with me," he wondered, "I was so awful."
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Post by Blaine Anderson on Feb 4, 2013 1:06:54 GMT -5
"Because I love you," Blaine whispered, looking at him incredulously. How could Kurt not understand? Not get that, no matter what, Blaine would love and want him, forever? He could prove it, would if Kurt needed, somehow. He could be patient, could stay in Ohio and be patient and tamp down the neediness. He could give Kurt anything he needed to understand how much he loved him.
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Post by Kurt Hummel on Feb 4, 2013 1:09:40 GMT -5
"I love you too," Kurt said quietly, "So much." Kurt squeezed Blaine's hand, sniffling before continuing, "Can we... can we keep talking? Or do you need a break?"
He wanted to get the facts straight, but he didn't want to hurt Blaine, not ever again.
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Post by Blaine Anderson on Feb 4, 2013 1:12:12 GMT -5
Blaine nodded. He could keep going, anything Kurt wanted. He felt his heart swell a bit when Kurt said he loved him, and that helped. That meant everything.
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Post by Kurt Hummel on Feb 4, 2013 1:16:53 GMT -5
"So... so you went over there," Kurt continued, asking softly, "And you were hanging out and you started to feel the heat come on?"
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Post by Blaine Anderson on Feb 4, 2013 1:22:37 GMT -5
"I... I didn't think about what day it was. Didn't notice how warm and... off I'd been the past couple. My PHS hasn't ever been very bad, I barely notice it. We were watching something, and talking, and then, it just... It was there. It hit so hard, maybe because he was there, because my body sensed him as... as a potential mate, and the second it did, he was just... All over me. Hands and kissing and..." Blaine swallowed. "And he smelled like alpha, but not like you."
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Post by Kurt Hummel on Feb 4, 2013 1:25:38 GMT -5
Kurt exhaled shakily, listening to Blaine tell the story of his night with this... this other, awful person. He hated this alpha, felt a surge of possession in his stomach, similar to what he'd gotten when Sebastian had attempted to take Blaine from him.
"And your body made you submit," Kurt said, "He forced himself on you, knowing you had me and you couldn't stop it."
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Post by Blaine Anderson on Feb 4, 2013 1:31:35 GMT -5
Blaine nodded miserably. He should have paid more attention to himself, to his body. If he had, this never would have happened. "I told him I should go home, should call you. But he said if you wanted me you would have been here."
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Post by Kurt Hummel on Feb 4, 2013 1:33:08 GMT -5
"It's not your fault," Kurt said, "It's his. He should've let you go and call me, call the one you wanted to be with, not the convenient option. I always want you," Kurt assured, "Even if I'm not in Lima anymore."
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Post by Blaine Anderson on Feb 4, 2013 1:35:24 GMT -5
"I'm sorry," Blaine said softly. "I'm sorry I was there at all."
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Post by Kurt Hummel on Feb 4, 2013 1:37:40 GMT -5
"Shh, don't apologize," Kurt soothed, kissing his temple, "You're allowed to hang out with other people. I just... wish you'd monitored your heat better," he admitted, "But I don't blame you, not for you hormones or for what this alpha did."
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Post by Blaine Anderson on Feb 4, 2013 1:44:45 GMT -5
Blaine pressed closer, squeezing Kurt's hand and putting his other arm around his waist. He kissed lightly at Kurt's neck, where he hid his face and then took a long, deep breath, relishing in the warm, familiar scent of Kurt. Of his cologne and products and skin. Of beta and boy and perfect. "I love you. I'll always love you," he murmured, lips brushing and breath ghosting over the sensitive flesh.
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Post by Kurt Hummel on Feb 4, 2013 1:47:05 GMT -5
Kurt shivered at the feeling of Blaine's lips against his neck. God it'd been so long since he'd been able to have this boy against him, to feel him so close.
"I love you too, I couldn't stop, not even when I thought I should," Kurt said, "I...I don't think I can stop loving you," he added softly, letting go of Blaine's hand to curl his arms around the other boy, embracing him.
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Post by Blaine Anderson on Feb 4, 2013 1:49:36 GMT -5
Kurt's arms around him were perfect, were exactly what he needed, what he hadn't realized he was craving. He held Kurt tighter, sighing in relief and sniffling softly.
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Post by Kurt Hummel on Feb 4, 2013 1:53:42 GMT -5
Kurt buried his face in Blaine's hair, letting himself relax as he just... held the other boy for the first time in what felt like forever.
"I also wanted to apologize," Kurt murmured into his hair, "For pushing you to talk the other day. It's just... Rachel's been awful and has been saying terrible things and I just couldn't take it anymore."
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